it's been getting late for days

so i used to think that i had matured and had entered a new phase of my life but now i'm thinking - have i actually matured? or was it just that i was thrust into a situation that i was ill-equipped to handle and just got by, until now. maybe i havent changed all this time and i was trying to handle something i havent got the ability to.

do you really need to see an i.d. this is embarrassing.

even if it sounds naive or whatever, its much better to not have to ponder about adult issues and responsibilities.