everyone here has demons in their past

i've lost track of time but i'm quite sure its the 29th right now and i've been awake for about 10 hours. i dont know why i'm here or why i am writing this but i know that i've been listening to pour yourself a drink on repeat for the last half an hour or so. it says that the only thingworse for you than you is me.

speaking of drinks, maybe we should all go have some.
i have one and a half weeks left. there's a sense that i've a lot of loose ends to tie up but when i think about it, i'm good to go so thats unnerving. hold the door for me.